In my misery i found some type of comfort within what i knew, but in those thoughts i found some misery, contradicting beliefs and aspect of what was and what will be..
In the end does anything ever really change the fact that understanding what you thought will never be something of a realistic reality,
Exposing ever weakness to be within these bleak walls when nothings ever certain, just shooting blanks at stationary targets everything curves and come right back…
Full force..
In the end nothing changes and
I can help this feeling.
Peace
And quiet we searched long beneath the surface for something or another, to slow the tides rising to the shores, inside…
We boil, our tempers start to flare, like embers burning through every hole,
In the dirty shits of your mind littered with thoughts, remnants of ridances that never left.
In the wreckage of your minds walls, how we try to rebuild, repeat, restore..
An understanding in restoration lost.
An understanding in restoration,found.
Because someone looking, in the ashes of the remnants that i left behind.
Honestly, i knew youd need this one day.
…one day you will be complete and so will i.
To the core to know the whore youve become and to think that i loved you hurts me deep and only fuels every bit of hate i have for your kind..its so sad to see you fall from your crown to the grow my how the tides have changed i stand where i always shouldve stood above you but its so sad to look down on you, one tear shed for all the lost prospects we had another for the life you once lead..today you died to me lost all respect you became a disease and every thought of you sickens me it sickens me
we need something beautiful to live for in this life of hatred and regret….i hate so many people, only because i tried to find beauty in them and failed..its a vicious fact, but in reality its only the truth..but in those i love, i found something worth the time..but im still looking for more..cause theres, so much more to give.so much more to be found..
in other news whats up with pornos, making parodies of like everything..
cant wait til the next time im high to watch them..
yes,
i get high and watch porn..why not?
conflicts of interest, usually truthfully misunderstanding.feeling the air, like a plague.who knows when to stop or go, follow or be led.does your mind ever wander?how will i spend my time?happily..with or without, the latter hopefully.of saints and sinners, common interest.conflicts not so much..we all want to be happy, accepted, fruitful, will you follow your dreams, or be led down a path..astray?
Its pretty much happening,
Again and i dont want it too stop
Cause i think you could be so much more for me
And i know
I know i can for you..
Seconds away from walking away from
This life i once knew just to run to,
Just to run to you, and if you come calling
You know ill come you know this
Baby baby baby,just tell me what you want,
Travel the world and back a dozen rose,
Written in prose. I could promises you more than what you had.
exactly what you wanted plus more, and more.less than you expected, everything you needed all i asked in return your love.your all.what can you give?
if the skys were in reach would we reach for them?if the sky is the limit, we settle for less and to ask, contradicting beliefs from a liars mouth to a harlots soul..ending this cycle is like a black hole..we all gave in..at one point or another, settled for something worth absolutely nothing..these days we look back and question these past mistakes and misfortunes and ask why?who cared, then?who cares now?sometimes these faces are the same, and most of the time there different.so we restart again this time in search of much more than our past entitled us to, with no regrets no reciting lost causes.and to press forward, and never look back never afraid.whats there left to lose, whats there left to gain?everything.everything.nothing is untouchable, im not afraid to reach.
I am the sky
I am the sky
Youll taste me when you die
You beg and wish for change(but when you gave me conterfeit bill,your looks do kill)
But whats in this offer for me,
Quite honestly ive got nothing to lose and everything to gain,lets play this game
My life or yours lets do the chores
Clean up every mess they left behind,
Ill do my best to show you…
You dont have to be fake(just wake and bake)
You just have to wait(dont flake like pie crust)
And i could promise you the universe and then some.just to make you mine…
I swear i swear itll be fine, just wine and dine.
Like waiting in line at the return line, except
I only offer refunds hun, pull your gun, aim for my heart, its yours to keep will you take life or give it
Could you possibly be something worth more to me?
Im willing to wait and see,to risk it all, and get nothing in return maybe, quite possibly..
The tides are coming here, and there quickly approaching, so where will i run?into the sun light?
Will you be there to keep me warm
Will you be there to care, when i wont care a thing about myself,just you and everyone else..
With a thousand chances id never look back
If you told me the truth, just hold me near dear..
Just hold me near dear..
And ill watch the sunrise over this gloomy town,
And hope to god that you never fear anything with me ill make it clear my intentions my dear, dont you fear this..
With a thousand chance id never look back on this,
With tears with no fears, just hold me near..
Ill make it clear my intentions were only the purest of hopes and dreams
We speak to liars, preaching words of wisdom contradicting love and faith when we forgot the definition of them to start,to begin to lie, we begun already to say things we shouldve never spoke bite your toungue and let them know you are no better than you seemed before, you say youve lost the best but how could you lose something you never truly possesed?you climbed these walls only to see they never existed i made you look like fool,my dear i never meant too
my name is skinny fucking black
I wrote the script on getting you out of your dress
Would you like to go out sometime?
I’ll tear open your body and break down your emotional guard
‘Cause I like love, and it’s no good to me if you don’t reciprocate the feeling
If you don’t give back, I’m crushed, I’ll go out drinking
Go out drinking, drinking
Drinking, drinking
Drinking, drinking
Drinking, drinking
Drinking!
